Was. I was a cheater. I am lucky to have been forgiven. But my disloyalty will never be forgotten. I have to dwell with it for the rest of my life. I have to accept the fact that my partner will never completely trust me again. And it’s okay. I do not care if I feel like the worst person in the world because I deserve it. I am the one fooled around with someone else. Whatever it takes to keep this relationship going, I will do it. Even if it means feeling bad about myself every day.
I could just fall into you in a day
Your charm that just blows me away
When you move my heart leaps
With your single step, you take me to places
Say a word and I know you are my eternity
I love you forever and a day, repeatedly every day
I know your smirks and what they mean
I know why your brows are crossed and how to turn them down
I know how you like your coffee and how to cook your favorite eggs
I know you more than anyone else in the world
But being with you every day is still a new adventure
You are a great mystery I am unfolding every day
And I will discover you for the rest of my life – skin to skin, soul to soul
Yesterday was Valentine’s day. Unlike my friends who posted online their bouquets and chocolates, I did not receive any of that. But I did not feel even an inch of jealousy.
We went swimming and ate good burgers for dinner. We watched a new episode of our favorite TV series over two pints of ice cream. And it was simply perfect. Plus we kissed a lot (that will do it!).
Happy Valentine’s Day everyone! I wish you happiness as much as I am feeling right now.